A DOA

Amin..
This was taken from fb Bercinta Selepas Nikah's photo..
Well, I might be not getting marry yet, but this quote can help me go through my life with Allah's help,
InsyaAllah..

unknown..(ha.ha)

Huh, I can sense that today will be another boring day in my life,err..during my holiday.. Arghh!!apa nak buat ye?. Hmm, let's see.. Sapu rumah(check!),kemas katil(check!),basuh pinggan(check!),tengok tv(check),
online Fb n twitter n blog(check!,check!,check!). Duh!!I can die for having too much time too kill..  Okay now breath,, in and out.. Fuh! Tenangkan diri sebab this will take only a little time. You will have too much work until you have no time to kill after this. So, think positively. (this are what I'm saying to myself.haha)..
I'm just thinking that why people love to talk nonsense things on twitter? They always say " follow this person and I'll follow you back" or "you'll get many followers if you follow this person".
Doesn't those nonsense?or not?..er, I'd confused myself..Okay, full stop.
Oh yeah! people also like to start a war on Fb by making a heartless status such as complaining what they don't like about this person and mentioning that person name! Could you imagine that?! mentioning that person name a 100% will loosening that person as a friend..
 So, think wisely before you make a status..(a counselor in me talking..)
Wait! I thought I'd stop talking 'bout these..
Okay,Full Stop.
S.E.R.I.O.U.S.L.Y.

Deep in my heart~

Aku sedar bahawa hidupku tidaklah sesempurna seperti yang diharapkan.
Hidupku punya lubang- lubang yang tak terisi dengan perkara yang sepatutnya.
Aku sedar bahawa Aku tidak menyempurnakan sepenuhnya suruhan Yang Maha Esa
Aku alpa dengan hidupku.
Iya,
barangkali Aku sekarang ini dapat merasakan maksud Versus yang dinyatakan Hlovate.
Iya,
Aku mengaku dengan membaca hasil- hasil nukilan Hlovate sedikit sebanyak menyentuh dasar hatiku.
Aku mula terasa hina, terasa betapa peritnya untuk berubah.
Kesilapanku mungkin tidak ketara di mata orang,
Tapi, hanya Aku yang mengenali diriku selain Dia.
Aku mungkin tidak memakai pakaian yang ketat dan jarang,
namun, pakaianku masih lagi tidak boleh dikategorikan sebagai 'baik' ataupun 'sempurna'!.
Rutin harianku bukanlah seperti orang tak punya agama,
namun masih juga tidak cukup sempurna di mata Islam yang suci.
Mataku juga masih Aku hidangkan dengan rancangan- rancangan mahupun filem- filem yang bukan sahaja  tak begitu memberi manfaat malah membawaku hanyut ke dunia sendiri!
Telingaku tidaklah Aku jamu dengan ayat- ayat suci Al- Quran mahupun Hadis setiap masa.
Ayat- ayat itu sentiasa berselang-seli dengan lagu- lagu yang melalaikan.
Mulutku juga tidaklah sentiasa kubasahi dengan zikir..
Aku sedar bahawa hatiku sentiasa mahu berubah,
namun, niat tanpa usaha tidak membuahkan hasil.
Aku harus terus berperang,
berperang dengan hati dan anggota,
berperang dengan mental dan fizikal,
berperang debgan perasaan dan perbuatan,.
Bukan mudah...
Ingin jadi baik sepenuhnya bukan mudah.
Namun, Aku punya Dia,
Tuhan Yang Maha Berkuasa.
InsyaAllah,,akan Aku teruskan hidupku di jalan yang benar..

THIS IS WHEN I AM NOT ME..

I HATE BEING LEFT ALONE
I HATE NOT HAVING A BEST FRIEND
I HATE WHEN NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND ME
I HATE HEADACHE
I HATE BEING SO SENSITIVE
I HATE BEING TREATED UNFAIRLY
I HATE CRYING TOO MUCH
        YET I STILL DO IT
I HATE SEEING OTHERS LAUGH HAPPILY

CONCLUSION: I HATE ME

p/s: this was written when I got too much problems and I just don't know how to solve them..
         (13/01/2013)
  Thank God I am all fine now...for now,.

ENTRY..

I create this blog to spill out all of my thoughts, feelings and others. I might also want to use this blog to expand my writing skill as I love to write. Sometimes, I don't know how to pictured something in my mind by talked about it. So, I think that creating this blog is a thousands times good idea. Oh, and also, my grammar is very poor..Well, I don't have to worry about this as I'm the only person that read this blog..~